Saturday, January 14, 2006
It's weird how all of a sudden I have this crazy urge to study abroad. Two days ago I was still worrying about whether or not I should stay with the cute professor or the other professor who taught more....well i'm still debating.....but now I'm worrying about my applications and the due date. I think it's time for me to do something I'm scared of doing...going somewhere where I know nothing about. It would give me the chance to experience other cultures I rarely get to see. I want to travel to Malaysia, Indonesia, Thailand, to name a few. I hope I get into the program. Yah when I come back to SD, I probably won't even have a place to stay. And I don't even know what to do with my stuff and my car. But I really want to go.......I was looking at the festivals they're having and OMG....i can't wait....but I have to get accepted first...or wait I have to apply first. lol.
Posted at 06:50 pm by alva_477
Sunday, November 20, 2005
Well, i finally got initiated on friday. A weekend of drinking. And i finally have time for myself again. My grades dropped significantly because of pledging. I think my gpa is one whole point lower. It's hard to multi-task when you don't even have the time.
I'm hyped up to start changing things. I also want to branch out, hence i'm going to jae's open mtg. I don't want to give up on the fraternity, I have hopes for it to succeed and become one of the most pretigious fraternity in campus maybe not in my college years, but in the future. Also, i can't wait to go home and relax for a whole month. When i come back, i'm going back to school mode. Hopefully we can have winter pledge to recruit more members....I want to train to become an orientation leader...and i'm trying to complete my passport to success certificate. I need to get an internship too.
Posted at 10:18 pm by alva_477
Friday, October 07, 2005
I officially got my bid TODAY!
In 7 weeks, ladies and gentlemen, i'll be a delta sig. wish me luck.
Posted at 12:50 am by alva_477
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
It's official. I'm back in school mode. I have so much work to do and I feel so behind because of last weekend. Rob's birthday, Pifa, and dropping jenna off at davis. I drove six and a half hours straight. That is a record for me. Thanks to mr. red bulls (two of them). I had another red bull when i went to class that morning i got home. My classes are getting better i guess because i listen to my ipod (low volume of course so i can absorb any important info). My fren anya goes on msn because she has one of those mini laptops. dammit. i need to get one of those. I had matlab today with vivian and i had little to no clue how i'm going to survive math20d. I'll drop it soon and simply end up with my management science. Then i'll graduate in one year and one quarter. What am i going to do after? idk yet. Maybe i'll move further north to SF or stay here for grad school. Or even move to the east coast.
Posted at 11:42 pm by alva_477
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
I have a job interview next week as a marketing specialist assistant for the ucsd career service center. I told them i'm proficient in adobe photoshop 7.0 which i am, but i'm not like hardcore in making graphic designs. I hope they don't think i can make things from scratch. I hope durwin is online more often so i can just send him things and make him fix it....I don't know if I want to work, but it's only about 8-12 hours a week so i think i can handle it. I guess the whole being a summer bum thing has affected my ability to be productive. Anyways that's oh so interesting update on me. and the job pays $9 a hour so i hope i get it.
Posted at 02:58 pm by alva_477
Monday, September 12, 2005
I wizzle ta tha gym today. That stairmasta is tha shit. Tizzy brotha is drug deala stoked fo` this saturday n sunday . Snoop heffner mixed with a little bit of doggy flint. Some Alcoholic beverizzles n danc'n drunk cuz Im tha Double O G. A nizzay wit drunk friends. Drizzunk pictures fo all my homies in the pen. D-R-to-tha-izzunk entertainment. ANd im sleep'n over so i can git hella D-R-to-tha-izzunk . Wussup to all my niggaz in the house. C-to-tha-izzant wait.
Hopefully Friday, W-to-tha-izzell be going SEAWORLD too dogg
Posted at 01:49 am by alva_477
Thursday, September 08, 2005
What did i do today?
I finished The Brethen.
I'm going to read the curious incident of the dog in the night-time by Mark haddon. New author. Hope it's good.
Then I have The Testament, jenna's Dante Club, and Every Little Thing.
note to self: Get The Life of Pi, The Red Tent, and William Faulker books.
So much to read, so little time.
Tomorrow I have a ucsd orientation. FInally a whole day at school. Not that I really want to go, but at least i get out of the house. I watched Crash yesterday. I thought it was pretty good. Oh and I made use of my meditation corner while I was in pain. I felt i had a moment with my inner self. ok so i lied, but i did try to establish contact with my soul. Maybe by the end of the year, I will become more spiritual.
I went to mass last sunday and they were making an announcement for the adult rites. i started to think about when I should do mine and with what church. I haven't found the right church yet, but so far, usd has been the one i like the most. I want to make sure that before I commit to God, I will commit to God. I keep waiting for this sign to somehow give me an epiphany.
But anyways back to my reading.
Posted at 03:23 pm by alva_477
Thursday, September 01, 2005
Okay so i've been lazy
and hazel is my motivation to write more often.
Seriously every since i got back to san diego, I have done nothing productive. Yet I'm not complaining.
I haven't been out out except mexico which to me feels the same already. I can't wait till i turn 21 or at least go to other kind of events for once.
Sorry couldn't go to the club down south with you hazel. But i'll eat lunch with you next week.
lucky's missing again. He's been missing for two weeks. THis is the third time he ran away. What makes me so mad is that my mom didn't mention anything about it. I talked to her everyday in the past week. My brother told me. And they're not doing anything about it. I had to keep bugging my brother to put an ad in pdn. I don't get it. We had lucky for ten years already and how can you not render some emotion for him. Don't they miss him? The first time he ran away, I was so upset. I cried every day for one week. Lucky's like a best friend because I grew up with him. ANd because I can look like shit and he'll still always be loyal to me. Or I can get mad at him and he keeps coming back. Or when I'm upset, he'll come and sit next to me. Or when no one is ever home, he keeps me company. Or the way he goes down the stairs and shakes his butt and the way he does the split when he lays down. yah he's really cute.
I always ask God for miracles. And everytime lucky comes home, it's a miracle. But sometimes i wonder if he'll grant another one. Can a person have too much miracles?
if you've read this far, thanks for reading which is like listening to me vent.
Posted at 01:10 am by alva_477
Friday, June 10, 2005
I likeeeee my room a lot........................................................
Posted at 02:31 pm by alva_477
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
For some people, this whole karma concept is pretty stupid. I don't think so. I believe that this world is balanced by a central force. This force governs everything- relationships, everyday occurrences, miracles, and coincidences. Balance. All about harmony. Maybe it is dumb, but it makes sense to me and anything that makes sense leaves a good impression on my book.
Posted at 09:03 pm by alva_477